october.

i really wish you remember
baby now it’s october
september’s gone but still raining
but now it’s all over

i just wake up from
the rainy nights you’ve spent
i knocked on your door
three times but you’re not answering

i stand to see the autumn falling
back before it was hard to see
it’s past eight in the evening
but you’re not willing to be with me

i really wish you remember
“i will come back in october”
i can pick up your calls now
baby tell me it is not over

i really wish you remember
“i was dead in september”
my mind was wrecked and bombed
but baby it was all over.

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because i’ve become stronger in October.