Chaos In The Chest

There's a scream in my chest,
That's what leaves me so opposed.
Parts of me won't confess,
That's why I'm always so closed.
I know I'm depressed,
This is why this is composed.
Please don't think less,
Thought and expectations were showed.
I just wasn't blessed,
My body keeps getting hosed.
Mental doctor's only treat me as a test,
My death date is already forclosed to me showed.
I'm left with a broken body crest,
This is what god chose.
So I'm kept under arrest,
Am I going to be disposed...?
Mental functions compressed,
Leaving me dozed.
My demons continue to caress,
My mind is overexposed.
Everyone thinks it's just a game of chess,
They won't allow me to be reimposed.
No one realizes it's a game of life and death,
My fate is already sowed.