Submissions by Aastik_Maurya_ (Aastik Maurya)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Nothing In The World Is More Common Than Unsuccessful People With Talent.
SELF POEM
Published
9th Nov 2022 1:24am
9th Nov 2022 1:24am
Chaos
Cycle of Nature
Of day and night
Endlessly churning through time
The joy of day
Stripped away
As night lies close beside
The sight of the light
Being consumed by night
Confirms what I know to be true
None can stand against night’s might
All memories of light fade to gray
against this night that won’t go away
All-consuming, All-powerful
Perceptions changing, insurmountable
There is no end to this night that will not bend
But light shines in the nick of time
And like a nightmare with no...
Of day and night
Endlessly churning through time
The joy of day
Stripped away
As night lies close beside
The sight of the light
Being consumed by night
Confirms what I know to be true
None can stand against night’s might
All memories of light fade to gray
against this night that won’t go away
All-consuming, All-powerful
Perceptions changing, insurmountable
There is no end to this night that will not bend
But light shines in the nick of time
And like a nightmare with no...
#depression
#dark
#memories
#despair
#hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Nov 2022 1:17am
9th Nov 2022 1:17am
Seeking Love
My heart is burning inside my chest,
It yearns for you,
Wants to drown in love
And quench the thirst.
My love, make it hard no more,
I wish to see you,
Want to smell your fragrance of rose
And feel you close.
My eyes seek only you,
In a crowd or Night sky blue,
Just so you know
I'm here breathing just for you.
It yearns for you,
Wants to drown in love
And quench the thirst.
My love, make it hard no more,
I wish to see you,
Want to smell your fragrance of rose
And feel you close.
My eyes seek only you,
In a crowd or Night sky blue,
Just so you know
I'm here breathing just for you.
#love
#LookingForLove
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
21st Oct 2022 10:27am
21st Oct 2022 10:27am
Feelings Of Past
You use to be my heart cast...
Making my heart so chaotic,
My love for you was so vast.
That's all in the past,
But I still find you so hypnotic.
If only time wasn't so fast,
I feel so idiotic.
But you used me,
And your feelings have passed,
Making my emotions so robotic.
I can't even gasp,
From a heart shattering blast.
I feel like an alcoholic,
But I know I'm far from it.
I'm just a social outcast,
With nothing to commit or fit.
Holding on to that old broken heart broadcast,
I'm so afraid,
Of what...
Making my heart so chaotic,
My love for you was so vast.
That's all in the past,
But I still find you so hypnotic.
If only time wasn't so fast,
I feel so idiotic.
But you used me,
And your feelings have passed,
Making my emotions so robotic.
I can't even gasp,
From a heart shattering blast.
I feel like an alcoholic,
But I know I'm far from it.
I'm just a social outcast,
With nothing to commit or fit.
Holding on to that old broken heart broadcast,
I'm so afraid,
Of what...
#love
#UnrequitedLove
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1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
21st Oct 2022 10:20am
21st Oct 2022 10:20am
Chaos In The Chest
There's a scream in my chest,
That's what leaves me so opposed.
Parts of me won't confess,
That's why I'm always so closed.
I know I'm depressed,
This is why this is composed.
Please don't think less,
Thought and expectations were showed.
I just wasn't blessed,
My body keeps getting hosed.
Mental doctor's only treat me as a test,
My death date is already forclosed to me showed.
I'm left with a broken body crest,
This is what god chose.
So I'm kept under arrest,
Am I going to be disposed...?
Mental functions...
That's what leaves me so opposed.
Parts of me won't confess,
That's why I'm always so closed.
I know I'm depressed,
This is why this is composed.
Please don't think less,
Thought and expectations were showed.
I just wasn't blessed,
My body keeps getting hosed.
Mental doctor's only treat me as a test,
My death date is already forclosed to me showed.
I'm left with a broken body crest,
This is what god chose.
So I'm kept under arrest,
Am I going to be disposed...?
Mental functions...
#depression
#loneliness
#emptiness
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1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
25th Sep 2022 8:19pm
25th Sep 2022 8:19pm
Beautiful Nightmare
There is a nightmare which,
I like.
Cause it shows the cruelty,
Of life.
How people judge, helpless.
How helpless people are angry, on weak.
And weak letting his frustration,
By judging.
And this cycle repeats.
Everyone busy in self accomplishments,
No one helping eachother,
Everyone out of reach.
There is a nightmare which,
I like.
Cause it shows the cruelty,
Of life.
But nightmare turns up side down,
When entry happens of a fool clown.
He tends to help,
Without any malicious...
I like.
Cause it shows the cruelty,
Of life.
How people judge, helpless.
How helpless people are angry, on weak.
And weak letting his frustration,
By judging.
And this cycle repeats.
Everyone busy in self accomplishments,
No one helping eachother,
Everyone out of reach.
There is a nightmare which,
I like.
Cause it shows the cruelty,
Of life.
But nightmare turns up side down,
When entry happens of a fool clown.
He tends to help,
Without any malicious...
#dark
#inspirational
#ShortStory
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6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
4th Sep 2022 6:54pm
4th Sep 2022 6:54pm
No Will
Endless Nights
Watching them pass by
And got no longer will
Of being alive.
I got one life, no reason
One day, two season
Autumn of the past
And ice cold December poison
I had soo many folks,
Used to love & treasure
Slowly left all,
Gifted me this rainy weather.
Endless Nights
Watching them pass by
And got no longer will
Of being alive.
Tell me where I go
To Right? Where nothing is left.
To Left? Where nothing is right.
Or should I just stay here,
Look...
Watching them pass by
And got no longer will
Of being alive.
I got one life, no reason
One day, two season
Autumn of the past
And ice cold December poison
I had soo many folks,
Used to love & treasure
Slowly left all,
Gifted me this rainy weather.
Endless Nights
Watching them pass by
And got no longer will
Of being alive.
Tell me where I go
To Right? Where nothing is left.
To Left? Where nothing is right.
Or should I just stay here,
Look...
#dark
#despair
#emptiness
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5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
4th Sep 2022 6:37pm
4th Sep 2022 6:37pm
Walking To Hell With Desires
Walking in Oblivion
With aspects of devil
And thoughts of demon in mind,
Getting closer to closure
With mine loser self
And yearning for death snap.
Cause
My existence got nothing to spry
All seems soo absurd
Zilch got value to try,
Leisurely whole world walked out from heart
Leaving nil & nix behind
I see nothing but darkness when I look inside.
Covet
Love , warmth, fervour cuddle
Affection of someone real
Get naked infront of her with zeal
Sence & Feel no Shame or Awkwardness
Just little...
With aspects of devil
And thoughts of demon in mind,
Getting closer to closure
With mine loser self
And yearning for death snap.
Cause
My existence got nothing to spry
All seems soo absurd
Zilch got value to try,
Leisurely whole world walked out from heart
Leaving nil & nix behind
I see nothing but darkness when I look inside.
Covet
Love , warmth, fervour cuddle
Affection of someone real
Get naked infront of her with zeal
Sence & Feel no Shame or Awkwardness
Just little...
#love
#dark
#death
#SelfHarm
#despair
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2022 5:02pm
2nd Sep 2022 5:02pm
At The End
Autumn reaching out to me
And telling stories of past
How I used to live & now how I fallen apart,
Used to be on top & any problem I saw
Used to knock off
Slowly started to grow older & colder
Tried to find meaning in life
Saw Father Getting Distant
&
And Mother Leaving The Sight
Saw sky getting more blue
&
Saw growing darker the night
Superficial Friends & No one to talk
Alone sleeping, Weeping tears
Eyes showing blissful past
So
I tried to get closer but no sir,
Couldn't...
And telling stories of past
How I used to live & now how I fallen apart,
Used to be on top & any problem I saw
Used to knock off
Slowly started to grow older & colder
Tried to find meaning in life
Saw Father Getting Distant
&
And Mother Leaving The Sight
Saw sky getting more blue
&
Saw growing darker the night
Superficial Friends & No one to talk
Alone sleeping, Weeping tears
Eyes showing blissful past
So
I tried to get closer but no sir,
Couldn't...
#sadness
#loneliness
#dark
#myself
#despair
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2022 1:13pm
2nd Sep 2022 1:13pm
Bestfriends Falling Apart
HELLO BESTIE HOW ARE YOU,
HOW YOU HAVE BEEN,
STILL NO REPLY,
ALL MESSAGES ARE SEEN,
I AM REALLY WORRIED,
WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON,
ARE YOU ANGRY AT ME?
OR
YOU ARE MOVING ON?
I KNOW YOU ARE BUSY,I KNOW YOU GOT WORK,
THAT'S WHY I AM PATIENTLY WAITING WITH MY VIRTUE,
BUT I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO YOU,
I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE,
I HAVEN'T HEARD "HELLO"
AND
IT'S BEEN A WHILE,
BUT DON'T WORRY , I UNDERSTAND.
I LOVE YOU MY BESTIE CAUSE YOU ARE BEST,
SO PLEASE FOCUS ON YOURSELF,
AND FORGET ABOUT THE REST, ...
HOW YOU HAVE BEEN,
STILL NO REPLY,
ALL MESSAGES ARE SEEN,
I AM REALLY WORRIED,
WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON,
ARE YOU ANGRY AT ME?
OR
YOU ARE MOVING ON?
I KNOW YOU ARE BUSY,I KNOW YOU GOT WORK,
THAT'S WHY I AM PATIENTLY WAITING WITH MY VIRTUE,
BUT I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO YOU,
I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE,
I HAVEN'T HEARD "HELLO"
AND
IT'S BEEN A WHILE,
BUT DON'T WORRY , I UNDERSTAND.
I LOVE YOU MY BESTIE CAUSE YOU ARE BEST,
SO PLEASE FOCUS ON YOURSELF,
AND FORGET ABOUT THE REST, ...
#sadness
#BestFriend
#friendship #despair
#friendship #despair
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2022 2:04am
2nd Sep 2022 2:04am
Fallen Darkness
Writing in a darkness
All feelings suppressed,
She always running in my mind
Making noxious, turning me depressed.
I hope... it all gets over soon
Cause everyday I'm getting more attach,
But you running away far
Giving me scars and ignoring me,
Calling them tiny scratch.
Fallen darkness over me
Suppressing my feelings,
When I imagine you embracing me with love
I see all my wounds healing.
But everything is fake, false
Imaginary world
And Imaginary is this all
Whatever is this
This is my world...
All feelings suppressed,
She always running in my mind
Making noxious, turning me depressed.
I hope... it all gets over soon
Cause everyday I'm getting more attach,
But you running away far
Giving me scars and ignoring me,
Calling them tiny scratch.
Fallen darkness over me
Suppressing my feelings,
When I imagine you embracing me with love
I see all my wounds healing.
But everything is fake, false
Imaginary world
And Imaginary is this all
Whatever is this
This is my world...
#sadness
#love
#dark #emptiness
#dark #emptiness
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2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2022 1:54am
2nd Sep 2022 1:54am
The way you see me
I wish I could be
The way you see me
I wish I could be
The way you see me
Don't know Why I'm so accrovated,
Get hated,
Treated badly like hell,
Every word comes from your mouth,
It feels like spell,
Slowly healing my wounds,
And treating all of my bruse,
I wish I could be
The way you see me
I wish I could be
The way you see me
Cause I'm not perfect,
got curses,
Verses of mine got flaws,
Even reality exiled me,
No more bound by it's laws,
Living in absolute solitude,
Cause slowly...
The way you see me
I wish I could be
The way you see me
Don't know Why I'm so accrovated,
Get hated,
Treated badly like hell,
Every word comes from your mouth,
It feels like spell,
Slowly healing my wounds,
And treating all of my bruse,
I wish I could be
The way you see me
I wish I could be
The way you see me
Cause I'm not perfect,
got curses,
Verses of mine got flaws,
Even reality exiled me,
No more bound by it's laws,
Living in absolute solitude,
Cause slowly...
#sadness
#love
#despair
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5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Sep 2022 4:45pm
1st Sep 2022 4:45pm
Best Friends In Love
Used to be best friends
Then became special
Started treating nicely
Got little gentle
Always caring you ,
And giving comfort mental,
Saw you losing many friends
Some of them were loved once
Trying my best to stop your tears
Bringing back the best once
Got close to other
Again left the next once
I told you not to mess
Wait for the true once
We started playing dumb things
We started feeling something
But cause we were best friends
Helping for the better end
We slowly just ignored it
But when I...
Then became special
Started treating nicely
Got little gentle
Always caring you ,
And giving comfort mental,
Saw you losing many friends
Some of them were loved once
Trying my best to stop your tears
Bringing back the best once
Got close to other
Again left the next once
I told you not to mess
Wait for the true once
We started playing dumb things
We started feeling something
But cause we were best friends
Helping for the better end
We slowly just ignored it
But when I...
#love
#BestFriend
#FirstLove
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