The Past & The Current

I look into the mirror in present time and all I see is a disfigured soul
This humanly flesh that everyone refers to as beauty does not exist to me
 I try to search and listen to my inner child within but all I hear is an elusive mind

The emotional turmoil in which my soul carries has
overweighed my inner child’s cries for help
Deluded from reality in a current state, I cannot hear her,
but I remember her so well and all the love and protection
she yearned for which she never received
Instead, she was deceived person, after person
If I could consume your pain so you’d never have to endure
another night of restless rage and emotional agony
I would die for you

Please let me join you in death my sweet innocent inner
child for you do not exist on this earthly realm
My sweet innocent inner child, you do not need to be alone...