Not One Fucking Answer

Your rum dreams and coke lies are spewing from both your eyes.
I see them every day, I hear them every night.
I feel your pain just out of spite.
I don't know if you'll be back tomorrow, wait and see.
You say that you give a fuck if I cut my life, but you don't seem to notice all my scars.
You never believe a single word I'd say. You creep and pry, and try to make me cry,

You just want one, one fucking answer,
But I have none, not one fucking answer,
You just want one, one fucking answer,
But I have none, not anyone, anymore, anywhere.

You keep on digging and keep finding nothing,
Complain and bitch for your bed is a ditch.
I won't tell and I won't say, I won’t reveal what happened that day.
But remember I won’t let it go away.
You can run to the north but not out your heart.
Your past still haunts me to feel a part.
If you peak behind the curtain you won't like what you see.
For your programming left me capacity to bleed.

You just want one, one fucking answer,
But I have none, not one fucking answer,
You just want one, one fucking answer,
But I have none, not anyone, anymore, anywhere.

No, no, no, no

As the belt tightens, the blood rushes in.
The black closes in as I feel my wrists,
Contracting and swelling and flowing so smooth.
My mind feels just like a criminal sleuth.
But I don't, I won't, the answer I will not say.
Leave me be for a brand-new day.
Now you have me searching, scared of what I'll find,
I don't have any answers inside

You just want one, one fucking answer,
But I have none, not one fucking answer,
You just want one, one fucking answer,
But I have none, not anyone, anymore, anywhere.