Sorry my Dear heart

My dear heart, I am so sorry that I hurt you.
I am sorry that your name changed from sweet heart to So Hurt.
I am sorry that I trusted you with some one that hurt you so much. You loved so whole heartedly and did it repeatedly but it all was paid with vanity.

I am sorry that you trusted so much little knowing that it would be ephemeral. You have cried and bled rivers, the pain constantly flows like the rivers of Babylon. You're alone like a first born with no sibling and everything is sizzling.

I am sorry that you loved so deeply and immensely but that was taken cheaply.
You gave in your all, you stayed true and committed but as if that wasn't enough, here you are like a rabid dog racing in search for the littlest trace of love but nothing seems to have been left for you.

I am sorry that I broke my promises to you.
I promised I would never lie to you, I promised you honesty, it's eternity I promised you with lines like for better for worse but it's now a different path and course.
It feels like I held you 100miles up above and let you fall on a granite rock.
I don't know if I can ever mend you.

I am sorry for the tears I have caused you, with the so much fear you are engrossed in, I know it's hard to bear but my dear sweet heart. Please hear me out.
I am not giving up you yet, let's ponder about and find what's better.
That was fatal but we can settle just like a battle in the ghetto. We can win as often as we can loose.

I am sorry but I am not giving up on you my dear heart for as long as you are still beating, we are still winning for its not wrong to love but it's a blessing. It's in this darkest moment that we shall discover our brightest desires, build trust and love fully again.
Dear my sweet sweaty hurt heart, that day is coming. Hung on.