Trust In Me

I never thought that I could miss anyone like this
But and then I never had words like yours give my heart a kiss
I never was one with friends or known to fraternize
So it was easy for me to get twisted and turn meaningful words into lies

But Boo you always had my heart, just in case you didn't know
I never felt anything in my life as bad as the first time you said, "no"
No you didn't love me and no you didn't want me anymore
I realize that it wasn't your fault as I said before

But I can't roll back the hands of time
Back to when I should've had you instead of deception on my mind
But this situation didn't start out as a game to deceive
And that if nothing else Boo you've got to believe

I was patiently waiting for just a sign
That you wanted to move out of the shadows and become all mine
But we both had restrictions and guidelines governing this shit
When love should had been free with no restraints on it

But love was a word that you refused to use
You were there, no denying, although emotionally abused
And with me being of no help, still contained within myself
Turning to deception like it was the only thing left

But you gave me multiple tries, that I can't deny
And there were outside forces at work and this you can't deny
But Boo,we can't blame them, we've gotta blame us
Nothing could had separated what was built on trust

But Boo I was weak and should had sought strength from you
You should had confided instead of having me looking for clues
As I said Boo, we can't blame them, we've gotta blame us
Nothing could had separated us if only we trust