miss you

I apologize a thousand time.
I replay that moment in my mind, when everything went wrong. I let my emotions get the best of me and that shouldn't be.
Everything was fine, I was enjoying your time.
But then you did some confessing that I wasn't expecting. It broke my heart and that's when the downward swirl started.
I wanted you to be my man, so I wouldn't have to worry about you sharing all your glory sorry.
We use to have fun together and I thought it would only get better. I miss your touch, wishing we would've never fuss.
I wish we could start over but that's like having a 4-leaf clover. I realize I did fell hard and fast, doing that its bond not to last.
I enjoyed your company and you sexing me.
I don't want to let go of the sex, isn't that a mess (lol) My body is calling for its weekly dose of your loving. I miss your kisses on the back on my neck the most. I miss the feel of my lips wrap around your shift. Let me stop, I'm getting wet and that's not what I'm trying to do.
So Mr.  can I get a redo? Take titles and pressure out of the mix? Get back to the great sex, enjoying each other time, and relaxing.
I don't know what else to say, so I putting this to bed to lay. The ball's in your court no pressure just fun. This is my last attempt to make this right, cause I don't like to fight.
I will always be truth be a friend to you cause you will always be my boo ;-)