Good Bye Evil Friend

Here I am again, with my evil friend,
Can someone please tell me when this all will end,
Or, will it be back to rehab? Is this where it will again send,
Leaving only more broken hearts in which I will have to mend,
Long lists of people in which I have to make amends,
Why, why, why must this continue to happen to me,
Why can it not just leave me alone, just let me be,
Every night and every morning I pray to the almighty,
No more drama in which my tired eyes wish to see,
No more innocent people that I wish to deceive,
My aching body must find a way to sense some self worth and be able to breathe a sigh of relief,
My only hope now is that I finally can one day soon be able to believe,
In some kind of power greater than myself, this is how it has to be,
No more being all about little ol' me,
I must realize that this must be about a we,
Or, back to the streets my tired eyes will once again see,
So, goodbye to my evil friend,
It is now to the depths of hell that I now wish to send,
I will no longer allow you to bring me down,
I will no longer let you turn my smiles into frowns,
So, please go peacefully without a sound,
So that I can again stand on some solid ground~!