My First love

Young fragile hearts without real understanding not knowing this world is constantly changing.
Promise is a comfort to a fool is what they say , Just like the fool i was when he said he'll always stay.
There was an undescribable feeling in his first kiss i skipped along enjoying my bliss.
Have never done drugs but i was high on you , you had me feeling invincible.
It was a crazy little poem for a naive little girl that made  this young boy change her world.
He said if i was a duck and you were a duck every duck you duck i give you a fuck , i giggled as i read that silly note but he wanted me and that was no joke, Now i know why they called him eye cause he saw me when i wasnt seen by any other guy . I was shy but he made me feel bold and for a guy his age he was well matured .
We made so many plans of how life would be and i even thought he'll be the only man for me. (Laugh!)
We never knew life could quickly change and all our plans would rearrange , we lacked understanding of the down side of love and so he flew away like a pretty little dove .
That was the first time i thought of suicide because i was too honest i should have lied
I wanted to be loyal i wanted true but i never knew it would mean loosing you.
So That was it  
Now we split  
This love thing is full of so much shit
I will never love again and thats a fact cause i tried so much after all of that.
He got married  
My relationships kept failing
He got children  
I still cant make them
He got seperated i might have a chance, but just like that he's in another romance.
That is it i give up, mayb in a few more years ill have better luck .
Years have passed am still not settled  
And the only love i want might cause me trouble.  
Was that my only true love i honestly dont know but whatever it is i cant let this guy go no matter how we change no matter how we grow he is still the best love ill ever know.