psychosis

 
you cut my soul with goodbye
I stagger then fall into sadness
you had to go but I hate the dark
I fade to black without your shiny gaze on me
 
you shag me in your beetle bug and I crave
like a child with her lolly
so I threw a fit
shaking the stars and the sun too
all to bring a man back
 
psych 101 would say I was obsessed
and maybe I am
psychosis of the sexual nature
you just get me
I know you're near by
and you'll read this
 
I want to fuck you
I want to sunbathe with you on mars
you got a supernova under your belt
and I want to day trip with you
 
my greed is great and glows
I'm shiny in the dark
so pale of thought it hurts
 
do you see me?
 
do you feel my desire hunting shadows?
 
it's winter here and I'm chilled
it's zero below, nuclear winter without you