Where?

Where is my happiness?
Where did it go?
It melted away,
Like the white melted snow.
Where is my glory?
Where has it gone?
Why cant i touch it?
Its like dust in the dawn.
Where is my smile?
Why wont it shine?
Why does it hurt?
To say that im fine.
Where is my laughter?
Where's the light in my eye?
Why do i pray,
God will just let me die?
All these feelings forgotten,
All lost in the past;
Im not sure how much longer,
In this world I can last.