Honest Love

I envy your lies. it took you so many tries.
You burst my bubble and got me into trouble.
Your love is like alcohol. It might feel good,but it's really unhealthy.

I tried to reduce my stress,but my feelings are a mess.
 i faced the rude,cruel and evil. The borders I passed,the emotions I felt.
But life hit me with a belt. I understood various signs of depression.

Only to reveal the oppression of this world. I went through rough times,
now I die from lies. Why can't you just be honest?
 Do you even love me with all your heart?

Weren't I the only one you had?
 This is making me mad. You light the flames of my heart.