A Bite Out Of Insanity

Not everything can be fixed. Some things are just jinxed.
This habit is making me cry. Why do i feel the need to die?
 I got dizzy from all the stress. My life is now a mess.

My face is blank,but deep inside I'm dead. Nobody ever understood me.
Why can't you just shoot me? i fell for the lies and slipped on the rain.
 Now I can feel only pain. I seem okay,but I'm not. I am starting to rot.

 You took a fork and ate out of my brain. Now I am going insane.
Was my sanity tasty to you? Is your love really true?
 I tried to attend and make friends. But now I have missing hands.

 It's getting difficult to hold. Now my wounds have mold.