Won't someone lend me a helping hand?

 
Chatting to psychologists after suicidal ideation

What is it you want to do with YOUR life?

Live like I'm a leaf in the wind

YOU can not live like that

Why can one not?

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As far as patients go you certainly ain't the easiest, the most difficult.... no
Another mother takes that cake and all the candles, i digress


Lean on me a little while
take as long as you need
Besides, i've ventured to hell
a time or two to rescue friends
who have stumbled and fallen behind

Even broken coffee mugs and smashed windows couldn't keep me away


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You looked  into his pale blue eyes
Said" I want to die
I can't take this, all this restless
pacing, skin jittery and crawling
I don't know what to do, with this
vertigo. I want to end my life"

Why he asked you are so close to getting of those meds

"This is torture, more painful than child birth"...
.
.
"Let me go, tell me you will be OK?"

He looked her up and down a bit
Mumbled; can't promise
Look what happened last time you left
even when i though i was taking care of myself,  my ribs ended up looking like a leather bird cage
If it wasn't for your dog
i'd surely be dead

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Falling leaves beneath dying trees