pity the whore

 
watering down my moonshine desire in my hopeless state
my hunger withers
I see with eyes of vision
while he lusts for freedom with another
it breaks me when he reaches for me
because I know he's reaching for the past fire that doesn't exist

I won't connect with a liar

I won't play out assault of affections on my body
it's clear to me he's fucking around
securing his future before he makes his final exit
he has like a vampire sucked my youth
leaving me void of feeling

I burn inside and come undone on the outside
perhaps he wishes to leave me with nothing
my youthful years invested, wasted

my tears exchanged for my love of him