Longing

My call out to you
Vast
Mysterious
Dark
Abyss
of the mind
Of creation
Of existence
Of subsistence
Or lack there of
I want
I yearn
I ache
That organ in my body
It aches
Beating of a heart
Lonely
sweet thoughts of the past
in time in space
Fleeting
In my mind
I want him back
I want his presence
Oh universe
I know he exists within this realm
But I have lost him
I want him back
Why is it so hard
To bring him back to me
I call out to you
Atmospherically heart beats
And rhythms
Chiming
I think thoughts about him
Consuming me
I feel the need for him but I don't know if he feels the same
If we are all connected
This feeling should resonate with him
Its blaring inside of my mind
Inside of my soul
Shaking and rattling my bones
Bursting out of my vessel
In hopes of reaching him
Oh in the distance
He will stand alone
It will rush into him
A burning hot light
embracing him surrounding him
He feels my need
He remembers my scent my touch my kiss
He remember the electricity shared
He remembers connecting with me
I am the missing piece
To his existence
Come back to me lover
We are not one
without one
Another.