....pLeaSe jUst opEn tHe doOr....

The past sweeps through my day. Blowing  in the wind whispering coldly and disturbing in my ear. Your face washes over me, and I step back realizing my fear. I'm digging holes in these walls, until my fingers are red and bloody. I'm screaming and kicking though you don't hear. I'm pounding and shaking til the whole world is quaking. I'm going insane, praying.Please  just open the door. Its my way of vaguely explaining the scars you'll  never be able to fix. It's  my way of showing you, your face I so ashamely miss. How did you say it? How did those words leave such sweet lips? You don't want me mo more. I'm no longer your  princess. In disbelief I cried and in sadness I stayed. I cried knowing you were wrong. How  could you take this all away? You were the nectar to my flower. I was our blood that once beated in bliss. Your  love was all I ever asked for. Now your hand in mine I miss.