Emotions

Cuts on my wrist are visible. I am gasping for air.
 Denying and trying to escape. But this only generates hate.
You see me as an ant,but I just want to rant.

 Lead by way to destiny. Why do you never talk?
Please,know i'm not evil. I just had a hard past.
Oh,I can't escape. Such a black landscape.

All you did was bang on my door,not clean my bloody floor.
 A brush you had in your hands. You painted on my feelings.
You made the way into my heart,then you threw a dart.

You rubbed the emotions off my face.
Are you sure you want to be friends?
 Please,come and tell me I won't decay.

 I don't really want to lay. Forgive me ,okay?