poetic "inspiration"

        
       
       
       
    instinct at an instant; an unfulfilled appetite; self challenging penship to grab off top a write; something that "feels" better than alright; something that would fairly satisfy        
       
       
   make love to it, step back, and observe the sight; proof read it more than twice;        
       
       
but it is also a space, where one needs a break from- despite the filter that it provides; even an outlet burns out one's mind; dependent on that groove that throughout is loose, and handles towards the  finish tight....  
   
   
allowing it to gather together as one writes; poetic "inspiration" for me isn't an easy thing to find....  
 
 
wish one didn't need an outlet to begin with; though this just is what it is ....an extension of one's existence....