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River of Consciousness

Please listen – you is a fucked up thing – now I fill the dose directly no language then. Neither for irritability, All things are possible. Write something in order to feel. But for all those years, confused. A better self to exist I am mine even when I was not I take it. I'm sorry, I, a refugee, and as the lights shine you lives on and on in this. Meanwhile l, the first time, again. What is it to understand myself and others? Okay or perhaps not or perhaps in a coma? You know it to this line, everytime. I felt like less worse. And besides, maybe you are. I felt like, I'm very tiny. Broken glass. I will not shatter. Remember how I was once? Devoured by bears? I feel Like a duckling, I'm 6 foot, 2 inches. To decide what is meaningful enough—pretending to be Emily Dickinson—which, Hello, I'm here now. Finally Oh, and do it. Anything In order to feel possible and afterwards can I? I was like a self only around the edges. I felt like, I'm very small. Just Do it. Love. Even in "I feel like a joke." I am the joke. I fall silent. All you have to do is Now, do it Today. Add post haste. Sometimes urgency. To not be an angry person I a sense of self worth. Anything. And so you start to do. I felt like, are I Everything? Seemed so stark. This is going to be hurt but it's messessary. Do such a thing as, I am not falling from a great...I should tell my significant other what?                      
             
Written by Neoma
Published | Edited 2nd Oct 2024
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