illusions

           
             
   (I don't mean to come across negative; just releasing what's on my heart & mind)  
 
        
             
    the darkness of this world, like creatures underneath the deep ocean; not wanting it to be there doesn't change anything, unfortunately        
             
             
   no matter what one does or doesn't say or do, it's as if there's always a force to push or pull....            
             
             
    some get tired of fighting with a life line away from the deep-a world filled with different energies-some might as well want one to be d.e.a.d dead....while in too close proximity-whether or not one's looking for enemies....            
             
         and it doesn't take much.  
   
the beauty of death is no longer having to stress about this stuff....            
             
             
help me understand, how is this a place for one who actually wants peace to be?    
   
   
society is truly like a "prison" moreso than not....I wish I didn't feel this way....but life gives one constant reminders