Epiphany

In the twilight as I lay thinking
Darkness falls and I am sinking
Into thoughts of life and love
And how silly it is when seen from above
The worry and fear over insignificant matters
That leave the heart and soul in tatters
I search for answers and deeper meaning
Only to find none

I feel a shift in my mind
To myself I have been most unkind
Always focussing outwards and never in
Self concern a mortal sin
I’ve accepted less and given more
Now I’m like an empty store
Space once abundant with lots to give
Now bare, love and care are elusive
I finally see

In the twilight as I try sleeping
The benefits of introspection I am reaping
Love should be a give and take
Not draining yourself for another’s sake
I too deserve love, affection,time, and support
These are not things I should have to fight for
So now there is a great shift
Self love and concern is a gift
I’m giving myself.