Memories to rest...

Darling,I'm unable to get you off my mind or stop thinking about what  
we once had.      
The significant things that once made me feel happy,are    
now things that make me feel sad.  
I've found it difficult,letting go of the memories we lived and breathed.  
I know that nothing in this world lasts forever but you were someone true.  
The ways that you had made me feel,were the best things in life I ever knew.  
I'm sorry for all of the wrongs that I have ever done,  
Sorry for all of the pain I put your gentle heart through and all the lossesYou had to succumb,  
All that I ever wanted was to make true your every need,  
Make a family together and live the American dream to strive forward  
And succeed,  
I'm often missing you more and more with each and every passing day,  
With each and every moment,the pain worsens and I can't keep the hurt  
I feel at bay,  
When we met,I thought that we were destined to be forever,  
Even after all that has happened,I often wonder why we were'nt strong  
Enough to still be together.  
You had once made my every dream alive and true,  
With each dream,my heart,soul,and mind grew more and more closer to  
You,  
I miss you sweetheart,and if living means living without you here then I  
Don't want to live no more,  
I find myself staring out the front window,somehow hoping that you wouldWalk through the door,  
If only I could turn back the hands of time,  
I would love you even more and focus on all your dreams instead of Dwelling upon mine!  
I remember the sweet warmth of your smile and the gentleness of yourTouch,  
Everything you did brought the very best out of me and maybe I loved thatToo much,  
I guess time does tell what's in store in our fates,  
If love prospers or if love disintegrates,  
The love that we shared was sure and strong,  
All of our passionate moments were nothing but sweet and long,  
With all the wonderful things you gave,I couldn't give back,I was confused about the ways I felt and I didn't know how to react,  
Now,it's too late to ponder upon regret,I just need to move on with my life I guess and allow the memories of you and I to finally be at rest...