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The truth

For the last five years i have been tortured by (see list below) they have put a 24 channel hearing aid/ cochlear implant in my middle ear. Thedowngrade and threaten me 24 hours a day.  Theyve been giving me hotshot therapy they say calling it truth syrum. Calling it a simulation.  Gaslighting me into beleiving ive committed crimes i havnt comitted and that my fiance is a prostitute. When im at work they say theygive her "panty droppers" and mame me listen to them have sex with her and tell me theyll kill my family if i go to the police. They keep telling me im failling an initiation for some clubs Bouncing me back and forth between the two telling me i keep failing, calling it some game called j#$er and the a@$el. Theyve also called it global risk.  I was part of the yahoo breach settlement recently and they say i was one of the worst hacked accounts. That my check was very large. They are trying to extort me for half and say my childrens mothers both recieved very large payments.        
  Theyve recruted my friends in an attempt to silence me, they are trying to build a mental health background on me so ive stopped going to the hospital. My first hospital visit i told them i had something in my ear and they locked me up for the night? Why? A couple months go by of them telling me to kill myself and i overdose( my 2nd visit) they lock me up and a bunch of suicide notes appear delivered to the docters. When i awoke to a nurse offering me a "gold lion" i was confused? Didnt sound like a medical term so i declined. Then he proceeded to tell me i was wating to be transported to portland? Wtf? As a family member arrived i instructed her to get me a lawyer. My visitor tells me something about a large air bubble they found in me.  As my visitor left i could hear the nurses talking about " end of life seizures"  about an hour or two later they released me.        
   I get home and my fiance tells me my friend  had been texting freaking out on her? I read the texts and it appears as if somethings missing but i think nothing of it. As i get up to use the restroom i notice a can of canned air missing i had sitting next to my seat.        
  As the next few weeks go by i keep waking up with what appears to be needle marks on my neck and ears, and inside of my thighs. confused i start taking pictures of them. I also start taking voice recordings while im sleeping. And put them on my facebook( Jesse Fassler)   my email account for the yahoo settlement is(PAZDAEMON@yahoo.com).  They keep threatening my son and daughters life and theyve been stealing my mail so i missed a court date and got me a warrant.  Telling me i shouldve paid my child support. They also tell me when i go to jail they will rape and kill my girlfriend.(rest of story on facebook n pics) also look at my profile pic on facebook.  I believe there to be proof of multiple crimes in my pics on facebook.  They claim to also have ties to the police so ive contacted internal affairs.      
  So now the devices are telling me that they are framing me for the murder of my son's mom and that they have taken my Yahoo check and they are changing it into my mom's or my girlfriend's name.   That way they can steal my mom's settlement. I'm asking that my body be burned when I die and that all my money be burned with me as I was so expendable to them.  I would like to thank
(the faceless snitch) for all the info and ruining my life.  Without his help it would not be possible.  They are killing me and will get caught eventually so "fuck yourself" to  all them.   There are cell logs in my drive along with other evidence in the recordings( use a volume maximizer).  There are also names in my internet search history of the people involved.  They say that they are killing my family next and that they are gonna blame it on kids (miners) so they don't have to pay it back or do any time.  There are innocent people involved they are using as fall guys.  They were gassing me with some kind of gas, radon I think, not sure.  They are fabricating a mental health history on me and are trying to have me locked up, or put into some kind of home.  Was told by the devices that they  have been giving me hotshots for the past few years and turned my girlfriend out. They've stolen a few of my phones with additional evidence on them .  Was told that the cops were in on it along with my girlfriend's family as they have a cop in the family.  They say they are giving me brain cancer through the devices. Keep calling it a simulation.  My son and daughters mother's were in on it and both received a portion of it. I know noone will believe me. They have been chemically castrating me illegally. On my alfred there are videos of what sound like sexual assault.  They are making fun of me and rubbing it in my face that they are spending my money.  Cameras in my house , my shower, giving me a "hotshot" coming in my room at night stripping me and taking photos or driving around with me in a car. Putting it on TikTok or YouTube. Stealing my coins I collect. Paying people to say I've done things I haven't, all lies.
Written by Sinevil (JESSE . PAZDAEMONatyahoo)
Published | Edited 6th Nov 2022
Author's Note
Not a work of fiction
(My last 12 years)
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