antidote

 
phening trouble you know me
talk to my reflection looking innocent
see the darkness inside

rebellious brew, corrupted feelings peak
a surge of the onyx kingdom
and i'm tapped into the void

given voice when I feel trapped within
scrutiny makes me balk
when I just really want to talk

want becomes need
and it comes upon me
I feel it surge, the desire
come on woman speak

so I do

given over to my nature I scream
it hurts this societal curse
there is nowhere safe to express rage
anger is frowned upon
the whitewashed banality gets to me and I crave
I want to be free

the universe was created in chaos
so was I