The morning of my Internal loneliness

 
Happy times are now long gone.
 here i am trapped in oblivion.
Here i am dieing alone.
hoping that you will just see me here...
 to day a declare my self lost
Dieing whit my hart crossed
Now I will go on...
Live life to the best... of the worst.
Knowing that I have lived in a curse  
This short time... I know is about done
Will not end with a gun
I will fight... And fight till I drop...
Because this is just the beginning  
This broken light is me...
This dieing star is now my future...
This black hole is my hart...
I will go on and find ....what is that i am...  
Some day i may find happiness....
But that day is so far
Like a distant star
But that I could see
For now I will think...
And just bleed like the bleeding ink
And watch my blood go black
As you pass me by

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