Everyday

Ah women’s day
Does a part of me wish that the world gives me recognition that I am woman worthy of being valued?

respected and appreciated even within my own virtual circle –

Well, all these people I’ve met and interacted with somehow veil themselves not just through their phones but fabricated guard dogs camouflaged in pretentious smiles, awkward day to day chats reported by not A SH!T given journalists.

Amazing isn’t
Feeling incomplete, rejected, and isolated

by humanity all because of simple words like;

 “Happy women’s day”
 “You’re special and valued” simply
 “I SEE YOU”.

We choose to Become
We choose to consume our souls
We choose our empty shells

Only to be ONE with an undefined, unstable web of a faceless community.

I feel defeated,
Drained,
and boarder-line INSANE
                                                    wow!
It’s too much
It’s consuming
DEPRESSING!

Feeling inadequate!

Insignificant,

Unworthy, Underserving, Unvalued, Underestimated, Unachieved,

Robbed,

WEAK!

WHY AM I FEELING THIS?

WHEN WILL THIS FEELING GO AWAY?

I HATE THIS PRISION!

I HATE …

God?

Where are you?