initiate

 
expletives escape my mouth
in small sighs and moans
middle finger to the sky
love and hate so closely joined
a small scream a wrong tone
first we wrestle then we fuck

you pin my soul with your glare
I look deeply into you then look away
unable to maintain your gaze
the fire of your passion makes me tremble
I rise to greet you with my hunger
insatiable you devour me

your ardor is like no other
you penetrate me with your intellect
so many faces make the man you are
and you own them all

fiercely protective, arrogant and dominant
your will of steel makes me shiver
your gentleness makes me weep

I wonder after your nature
how many eternities would it take to scratch the surface of understanding
in the infinite we burn then collide
we come together then depart
a heady combination of lust and love

you are practiced in the art of seduction
I feel like an initiate in comparison
fuck I thought I was more mature

I suckle the tip hoping to throat the truth of you
with a wink of the eye you ask me
babe can you handle it?