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Meaning Less

Worthless
Useless

Nonsense
You have value
Be true to you
Just be free
Be the best you can be

Me?
The best I can be
Ultimately
Just a jerk off fantasy
Another set of tits in the world
A walking breathing pussy
A freak

That's obscene
Stop being so mean
To yourself

Fuck you
Go to hell
Stop filling me
With your Disneyland
Fairytale fantasies
With happy endings
And snow white weddings
None of that shit is real
So let's just be real

Oh, that's how you feel?
Didn't get your way or
Fulfill your dreams
So you blame the world
And take it out on me
You poor little girl
Where's your Big girl panties?

God in heaven, please
Don't patronize me
That's the last thing I need
And I thought you wanted
To encourage and help me
But I can see how it is
C'mon give it to me
I'm ready
 
Really?
Think you know everything?
Let me tell you something
You're the kind
That wants to be the queen
You want attention
You want to be seen
But what makes you special?
Why do you deserve anything?

You're right
I don't deserve
To live or breathe

You want a pity party?
Want a cake with candles?
Gifts tied with pretty strings?
You're no better than me
You're just a nobody
You're nothing

I can't disagree
Glad we've had this talk
Happy that you can see
The real inner me
Being all I can be
And that just as you suggest
I'm worthless
Useless
Meaningless




Written by Medinda
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Author's Note
A little tongue in cheek conversation with myself on a down day.
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