Unspoken emotions

If I could just find the words...  
But im not very smart.  
If I could get it together...
Before it all falls apart.  
If you could just comprehend  ...
But you just don't understand.
The depth of the love...  
That  I have here in demand.  
If li could  only believe....  
 That you mean what you say..
Then I could lose  every doubt that i have here in play...
If. You could only just whisper what I need to hear ....or shout out that you love me without panic or fear !  
If only youd hold me and take away all this pain. .
We have much more to love then we could both hope to gain.  
If I  hsd the right answers or even a clue...  
Id do whatever it took to spend my whole  life with you....