Bully Bait

Why don’t you Hang around for a little while
With ya shoes 2 feet above the kitchen tiles
You think that my life is all rainbows and fucking smiles
Don’t know me from all the other piles
Of people chasing life's happiness
I'm holding a rock at the bottom of the loch ness
Monsters in my head as the hate keeps brewing
Stewing over times where i wanted die chewing
sponges soaked in cyanide
Blood dripping out my fucking eyes
Tryna hide away from the memories
Flash backs of dumb shit thats been said to me
Actions speak louder than word this i understand
Don't come near me because ill bite the other hand
That feeds me , beats me CTRL ALT DLT me
From this world and i’ll admit defeating

50 hours a week i've worked since 14
mentally , creatively i know that im hurting
Gotta pay the bills and support myself
Given up on everything even my own health
You made some bad decisions in the past hey?
At least you didn't spend all the time from your school days
Stressed and worried in fear about being bully bait
That you were hanging out with while I was getting bashed mate !
So don’t tell me that my life is peachy
When i hear that shit i start dry reaching
You had the opportunity to make your mistakes
I was taken and told that i’ll never be great
And lost myself in the middle there somewhere
My social skills match that of a rotting a pear
But all yall ever did was rip on me about my sneakers
Called me fucking weird,a creep and a loser …..