Deleted

Is safer to think the worst has happened
Many ideas have taken up residents in my mind
Awoke with them running wild
Having grown out of proportion as i slept

Have to bury the happiness ASAP
Before they are shredded beyond repair
Will shorten the time of pain
Yet to be allowed in

The sanity that was rebuilt will evaporate
A return to drowning
Words, thoughts and wants
Stifled before fully formed

Your words gone could not be kept
Your voice to echo one last time
As i read the few i have left
Before deleting them beyond my reach