lying in my bed

lying in my bed wrapped in covers,
my eyes almost to close.
Thoughts you and anger I try to hide.
So many questions with no answers really
I cannot find anything to soothe this hurt
Painful hurting and so confused as to why.
You'd always say you love me too, but that was a repetitive lie.
I gave you all my love and my everything, but it wasn't good enough.
my heart breaks, you and I are not good together but
My heart wants you always.
I don't know what it is that you gain from this,
When you push me around,
see me in physically and emotionally pain,and 
You're like a snake slithers on the ground.
Do you feel powered? Do you feel strong?
By hurting me over and over 
What did I do to you that was so wrong?
When all I did was love you. 
You ripped and shattered my soul.
Now all that's left of my broken heart is a giant hole.
Nothing but emptiness and darkness take its place
When it use to be filled with love.
My heart just vanished without a trace.
Soon I will be cold as stone.
And not care about anything
Because of you.
I'm in pain and I'm crying out for you.