PTSD of you

 

Trying to escape from the memories inside my head
Trying to get away from your ghost that stays inside
I can't take much more of these flashbacks it's going to pull me back
To the state of anxiety and depression that will stay
Trying to escape is like finding the end to the labyrinth
I tell myself that I'll find the end to this labyrinth inside my head
Before the ghost of you travels back in to my heart and
We both know that is the last thing I want you to do.
Why can't you just leave my thoughts and my memories alone  
I can just hear you now saying always and forever i will be here
I wanna escape  this labyrinth but every time i get a little bit closer to the end
Im pulled by the memories and the labyrinth changes again
making it impossible to escape