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SOMEONE LIKE ME
I get so nervous whenever am around people,
i have low selfesteem like i dont belong to myself
keep asking whats going on in my life.
Am becoming someone i do not like,if my 10yrs
old self saw me,she will not find solace in someone like me.
I'm becoming bitter,angry,sad,jealous,envious,insecure,
impatient,dependent,toxic,lazy ,stubborn in an unhealthy way.
All things that i wish am not.All i want to do,is to be able to control
my inner demons, own them and come out victorious.
All i want to be is a woman who can carry herself with strength,kindness
courage,love,competence and a wowan who accepts her flaws and work the ones that i can work out and own the ones i can't fully change.
I just hope that someday when i look back in my life years from now.
That i will become my greatest potential and will become the better version of me who is inside me and is trying to come out now.
i need to find courage and the strength and not to let self doubt and fears get in my way of becoming myself.
Hopefully i will find it sooner because i need some direction in my life right now.
i have low selfesteem like i dont belong to myself
keep asking whats going on in my life.
Am becoming someone i do not like,if my 10yrs
old self saw me,she will not find solace in someone like me.
I'm becoming bitter,angry,sad,jealous,envious,insecure,
impatient,dependent,toxic,lazy ,stubborn in an unhealthy way.
All things that i wish am not.All i want to do,is to be able to control
my inner demons, own them and come out victorious.
All i want to be is a woman who can carry herself with strength,kindness
courage,love,competence and a wowan who accepts her flaws and work the ones that i can work out and own the ones i can't fully change.
I just hope that someday when i look back in my life years from now.
That i will become my greatest potential and will become the better version of me who is inside me and is trying to come out now.
i need to find courage and the strength and not to let self doubt and fears get in my way of becoming myself.
Hopefully i will find it sooner because i need some direction in my life right now.
Published 30th Jan 2021
Author's Note
The inspirations come from myself.the competition is within myself wanting to be more better then i was yesturday.
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
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30th Jan 2021 5:01am
30th Jan 2021 5:50am
31st Jan 2021 8:20am
8th Feb 2021 7:09am
I love this and that you are writing here. There are so many great writers here that I am certain will help, through their words, you to find what you are looking for.
Many writers are here looking for inspiration and to express their inner demons as you have done and find others who write of how they have quelled some or even most of their own, perhaps, negative views of themselves.
Expressing yourself will give you confidence and I hope that you can write more and gather more followers and comments.
Don't be afraid to ask for honest comments as I have had nothing less than constructive comments here.
Pleas write more.
Richard
Many writers are here looking for inspiration and to express their inner demons as you have done and find others who write of how they have quelled some or even most of their own, perhaps, negative views of themselves.
Expressing yourself will give you confidence and I hope that you can write more and gather more followers and comments.
Don't be afraid to ask for honest comments as I have had nothing less than constructive comments here.
Pleas write more.
Richard
9th Feb 2021 2:20pm
10th Feb 2021 11:29pm
9th Feb 2021 2:22pm
The direction is straight ahead down the Truth Highway. Keep moving forward! Hugs and peace, oral
11th Feb 2021 9:40am
11th Feb 2021 2:09pm
Hope you are having a positive day and sharing it with others. Hugs and peace, oral
12th Feb 2021 11:57am
27th Feb 2021 7:00am
Favourite lines, which could be made into a prayer:
All i want to be is a woman who can carry herself with strength,kindness
courage,love,competence and a woman who accepts her flaws and work the ones that i can work out and own the ones i can't fully change.
I just hope that someday when i look back in my life years from now.
That i will become my greatest potential and will become the better version of me who is inside me and is trying to come out now.
All i want to be is a woman who can carry herself with strength,kindness
courage,love,competence and a woman who accepts her flaws and work the ones that i can work out and own the ones i can't fully change.
I just hope that someday when i look back in my life years from now.
That i will become my greatest potential and will become the better version of me who is inside me and is trying to come out now.
5th Mar 2021 12:51pm
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