Different

 
Wishing I could have it
A drug, that can’t be misplaced
Your love is a ever lasting phase
At night
Trying to find this space
In my heart
Confused at reality
Fighting between the real and fake
Wanna love
But
I’m scared
Time and time again
Days pass, and nights fade
Can’t seem to sleep
Counting sheep
But nothing seems to faze
Over and over
Is this real?
Over and over
Are you serious?
Over and over
Are you the one?
Over and over.....

Dream or reality
Witch is witch
Your love is a blessing
Could be a curse
But nobody knows
Your soul is pure
Your heart is big
What’s on the inside?
Your beautiful
And Amazing
But what’s stopping me

Scars to show
As the damage is done
Only time will tell
What’s waiting to unfold
Friend or foe
Who’s to know?

Racing through this space, as I’m
Relapsing on this phase,
searching through this maze
Trying to find this feeling
Hoping this isn’t just a phase.