Thoughts

 

Suicidal
Lost thoughts
Trapped in a box
Without the key
Mind gone
Going crazy
Running away
Trying to ease the pain
But it never seems to last
Most mornings
Same dreams
Ends same way
hope it ends
One day
Mind gone
Lost thoughts
Soul gone
Damage done
Emotionally detached
Everything
Everyone
But one
Everyday
End the same way
Wanna go
I try
But can’t seem to find
Memories on memories
Don’t remember the good
Natural thing
Only bad
Some say it wasn’t that bad
But who knows ?

People come and go
Have 2 fighting over a title
But nothing to show
Both gone
No talking
No texting
No guidance
No laughter
Only memories

Burning inside
As I’m detached from both
Wanna reach out but I can’t
Stubborn to the core
One says why try
The other says it takes 2
But neither one can see I’m burning in side

Lost in between this mix
So I sit in silence
As I live this poetic life
Without you.