Isn’t this the Fuel

it made me to drool
scenes of wet dream
isn’t this the fuel
i hear me scream
 
a stillness so cool
was I truly my age
isn’t this the fuel
fills me with rage
 
like a teenage fool
desires out of reach
isn’t this the fuel
burning that preach
 
all the unwritten rules
forever so confusing
isn’t this the fuel
I wrote I was fuming
 
death was cruel
it has no meaning
isn’t this the fuel
burns without feeling
 
i long for a duel
i’ve seen the dire
isn’t this the fuel
to be lighting my fire
 
just like a dumb mule
i’ll be made be turn
isn’t this the fuel
will make me burn
 
i see the umbra
rising in the tundra  
isn’t this the fuel
ash to ash i will burn
 
just like the phoenix
from death it returns
Isn’t this the fuel
cool flames yet it burns