confused boys

to start with yes i do talk to multiple boys
wasn't what I wanted to do in the beginning
I have learned some not all boys want to play us like were toys
its a cycle that there's no end

one boy say I love you
I say you're a liar
you say you will see me again tomorrow but it takes you two weeks to need me
you used to set my anger on fire

the second boy was a good friend at first
believed in my poetry until he found someone else
I didn't know at first when I found out I was about to burst
i was there anytime he needed help

the third boy we share a child together
he decided to push me aside and go on with his life
i felt abandoned though he could never
for i am still his wife

let me explain were not together we are separated
the fourth boy has wanted me bad since we had worked together
we have never dated
he likes to stand people up boy is he cleaver

my main problem is
no matter what type of relationship i have
i except if you say you're going to do something then do it
you had your fun you had a laugh

its crazy how some people can beg
that they want you to stay
i want you to feel the pain let me break your leg
the clouds look so grey

there are some who take no actions
like dude you're wasting my time
do you even know your fractions
please say another line

i ask why do they do that
some say they perform well in bed
you smell like a rat
i don't believe in what you said

when it comes down to it your performance is lame
what happened to all the sexual things you said you would do
you don't have any game
who are you trying to fool

i just try to be a real person
they don't want it they want a girl who doesn't care
i try to be the person that shes gots you and mean it
this is not fair

you missed your chances
then you say why am i so mean
no more second dances
i just want to leave

i am not the problem
if i am why do you come back
i wanted love
you wanted a temporary pleasure

again i ask guys why do they do that
then i hear i like you but its complicated
its so sad
i know where that goes

I'm not lost
i get another one fast
you lost at a cost
its ok we had a blast