Contradiction of honesty

I'm honestly Submisive.
I'm astonished but yet afraid.
Be optimistic as you can be about what you can't see. Not all flaws are weak.
Can't you tell?
Don't protect me or my feelings from the honesty that you see.
Im the opposite of the waves of fibs you tell as you weap..
As our relationship go down the drain like liquid fairwell.
 Just cause you wasn't honest but you can't tell..