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God ???

I don't doubt god exists.
I just don't know why I'm always here in these bad situations.
No.
I do know.
I'm punished for my sinz.
I deserve whatever hell i bring my way.
God hasn't forced my sin.
I did it to myself.
I chose this sinful path that I've been on my entire life.
The problematic health issues are due to my sinful choices.
Although I've accepted the lord into my heart.
I'm still not free from judgment, from hell.
I know what i must do.
I know.
I know.
It's a struggle.
I know.
I know.
Trust.
Written by jmerrick73
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