My Inner-Child

My Inner-Cbild

My man and I
Embarked a journey
Over three years now.
Through his person
I have discovered
My inner-child
And he said
"Let her be called elsie."
Elsie = L. C. = little connie
Elsie needed a last name
Born a Sanfilippo
Adopted as a Miller
Chose San.
My inner-child
Even has her own name
elsiesan.

She is quite proud
She comes out to play
No matter the hour
Hidden far too long
In a wall of flowers
She brightens
My days and nights
Beside me at all times
I recognize her fright
And acknowledge her
In all things
For she is me
In her grown up
Body of me.

She is stunningly beautiful
Cute as can be
A wealth of information
Irreverent, fiesty, ornery
As hell.

My intuition and sensitivity
And sexual energy
Came through her
To my woman
Although, not a realization
At the time
She is fully integrated
Throughout the adult me.

Written by elsiesan aka angel little
28 Oct 2020