prayer ii (2 my guardian angel) buddhism and yoga

..guardian doppelganger i pray you..

..help me to unwind this kundalini snake..

..which finds itself tangled up in the barbed-wire vines of my anger..

..(middle drifts from chi by way of this wedge)..

..i am to align..

..lest i blink and vanish..

..(like the hallucination which lacks conviction)..

..to start again at none..

..but i am to align ..

..to climb the ladder of lights..

..or to retain some lucid relevance..

..please bear with me..

..while our prenatal spirit still sleeps here in me..

..where the tail was clipped..

...envision with me..

..from the brow to center while i search for her..

..to calculate some way to align..

..by which to trick instinct..

..to allow perceptions to look back in on itself..

..so that i could turn and face consciousness..

..to perhaps be blessed in perceiving some omega quality..

..(now that alpha and beta waves have lost their sheen of appeal)..