Jumped Ship but the Sea is Scary

I said I wanted out
I jumped ship
 
But I wanted him to fight
I wanted a reaction
I said I wanted out
I wanted some action
 
Action from him
to fight and feel from his core
His action was absent  
It was more of a bore

I said I wanted some action
His response was should he beg from the floor
Would his action change anything or would it just be ignored?
 
I said I wanted out
What should I care for?
Why do I need a reaction?
There’s no need for action anymore
 
I’ve made up my mind
Otherwise why open the door
I said I wanted out  
I jumped ship
I don’t sail anymore