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blinking
cursor
where to
start?
where to
begin?

What of
my problems
to reveal
next? the
stabbing
mental
pain?

or the
stinging
physical
pain?

The dead
silent
beating
of my
heart.
that comes
alive
everytime
i talk to you.
the mere
thought of you
jump starts
my heart.

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what to say?
what to reveal?

never enough
time. never
enough
to give
and don't
know what
to take.

Can't take
to much.
and i can't
give to much.
if i give
myself
heart and soul
away.
soon i'll have
nothing left
for
myself.

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i've told
enough
but hardly
a dent
of what
i haven't.
ciao
for all
i can take
tonight is this
small excerpt
from my deep
discerning
mind.