Enough of Dear John letters.

 
I had enough of Dear John letters and writings inspired by broken things. Year in and year out sadness and despair was mostly my companion.No Regrets, don't get me wrong but everything i went through was a blessing. I like who I am now and I'm for once putting my foot down. No more love letters created by sadness and loss.I have learnt so much, I have felt so many painful emotions I couldn't even name. I have felt the most horrible feelings of the coldest and lonely places of my soul. Now I am who i want to be. I realized spending time by myself is not bad at all i enjoy my own company for the First Time Ever. I don't feel lonely I feel content. Every day is an opportunity to learn new things about myself. I know my own worth now and promised to treat myself better or allow others to treat me with disrespect or negative toxic ways without standing up for myself again. I have suffered enough, walked a long road of lessons learned, now i will treat myself with a long overdue future of good close friends and only people with good intentions and kindness in my life.
I am real I am worth it.!