I am Sure of my journey.

Finally i can breath, it’s taken a long time to break free from the ugliness in the air. The dusty clouds, teasing me, clouds that is supposed to bring rain, the beautiful rain where i used to dance every second i could, the dusty, heavy clouds are gone, no more promises of rain just to fade without a drop on my face.

I am free from the ugliness in the air that once was disguised as soft wind kissing my cheek. I am not afraid anymore, i am free from all the shadows that was cast upon me. I am sure of my feelings, my thoughts my journey.

I now long for imagination, i lost it along the way, but now i can face the crossroads again, i will embrace the abstract of it all, i will be calm, i will be in that moment, in that space, standing there, breathing calmly taking steps forward without thinking. Going only on what i feel, going forward into a space and time that is just for me.

How beautiful the rocky road will be, how welcoming the willows will sing as the wind brush through them. I am not a puppet anymore, i am the strings that can bind you. Don’t be fooled by the the weakness, the madness the past image you have of me, i am not ruled by my tears, my fears, my struggles anymore