Save my life

Don’t do me any favors by telling me you care  
Please don’t Patronize me  
Subconsciously in my ear  
I’m engaged in denial excepting  
the fact that we are both immature  
not facing any means Reality  
And we are closing the windows  
and shutting doors  
stuck in the system with all the means of knowledge and truth  
And still Put our minds in a matrix  
Closing all sound reasoning up in a both  
At the same time trying to make ppl listen  
While I fall short  
Meanwhile every step I take is like going to court
Running beside millions for this race for life  
Crying I am adulteress, treat me like
like your wife  
As other sins unfold  
I’m looking for this path  
And a kingdom more precious then gold
My heart is heavy while Satan tempts me  
With tricks and trades  
Calming I’m spiritual while Jehovah fades
Looking around for a life jacket or float  
As if I could cover up my sins  
I so repeatedly do again and again  
So I run  
And every face I turn to is the barrow of a gun  
A deceitful grin, with all envy and lies  
I’m still running and behind you I hide  
My lover, my friend, my life  
Hurry up please and make me your wife  
I can’t no longer pretend to be  
all the things you pretend to see  
My conscious beats at my entire soul  
Living in sin is always unfold  
My lover, my friend, your wife
Not even you can save my life.