(6/18/18) i picked up my first dose of t-blockers and estrogen

Here we go    
    
An awkward stranger    
   
again    
   
Everywhere I go    
   
Just like as was until I got married    
   
and now that that is over    
   
I walk the streets again    
   
alone    
   
I hate this    
   
I can't seem to be properly queer    
   
but I can't see straight, either    
   
Fake, fraud, loser    
   
I started taking hormones today